Sunday, November 7, 2010

Winter.... Bring it. (Update included...)

I found myself in Home Depot. I was really just along for the ride. I really had nothing to look for, but I started looking at the huge snow blowers they have. I must say they got me excited for winter to roll in. I love winter. I got excited for that first snow fall, sitting quietly watching it fall. Waking up the next morning to a white lawn. I love it! I am pumped for heading out before the streets are plowed and throw the Jeep into 4 wheel drive and going for a rip, it brings me joy.
I feel like a child... Good times.

Moving on....
It has been a while since I last wrote anything. Probably disappointing for many people. I am sure people look forward to reading through my dry, poorly written posts.
BUT, I will still give a short update for all y'alls.
However, not much is worth updating.
I guess I will say, that lately I have been struggling with much. I have many questions in my head. Questions like "where is God calling me now?", "What am I called to do with my life?", "How can I better serve God?" and "What is the next step I need to take?"
Those are just a few examples.
I cannot answer any of those questions at this time. Which, at times, drives me crazy.
However, I believe that I may have an idea as to how to respond to one of those questions.
"What is the next step I need to take?"
For a long time I have struggled with the idea of baptism. For a few years I have thought I should go for it but it never felt "right". However, as of late it feels like the right step for me to take. I am pretty excited to take the plunge, so to speak. I believe it will help spark change in my mind and in my heart.
I love baptisms. Watching others show their love for Christ in that way really gets to me, so I am excited to finally be taking that step.

That is all I can think of for now.
Shine on all y'alls.